I'm pretty disappointed in myself. I had a little binge tonight. I'm definately guilty for emotionally eating at times. I've always considered myself an all or nothing kind of girl so when I go for the crappy food, I go for alot of it! I get so mad at myself because I know this is harmful to my intestines. I should have more control! I do really well most of the time, but once I make that decision that I'm going to eat whatever I want, I usually eat to the point of pain. It's so silly. You'd think I'd learn my lesson! Sometimes I wonder how much this has affected my Crohn's. Well, I guess tomorrow's a new day. My only goal right now is to put healthy food in me, not milkshakes, candy bars, and chips! I've been doing my 24 hr stool study since this afternoon. My diarrhea is definately back! I have ANOTHER doctors appt. tomorrow with my family physician. My mom and I got to talking this afternoon and started wondering about a kidney infection? My mom said by the way i've been describing my back pain it would be worth getting tested for. I agree, especially after looking it up on the internet. This pain is under my ribs but in the back and it is CONSTANT! I hope I get some answers.
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