Venting

Wow! I'm shocked. I was having a pretty shitty day so my BF took me out for some Shop Therapy. As all women know, Shop Therapy is almost a sure thing when trying to cheer up a friend, but not even that helped...Sure I burnt about $200 on clothes and another $120 on fathers day gifts but I'm still miserable...we went to McDonald's with the kids after and I felt so  overwhelmed I excused my self and came home...How disappointing...not even shopping can numb my pain?! WTF Really God?? You take my mother, then my unborn babies, and my son from me...and I cant even enjoy a little shopping??!!! Seriously my life sucks...