I cant believe i've finally hit my 30th week! It doesn't seem that long ago I was sitting on my kitchen floor crying about the loss of my baby last year. 10 more weeks, maybe less and I'll have my little one in my arms. Now the question is am I really ready to stop at 2 childern? My husband is adamant that we're done, my doctor had me sign a consent form at my last appt that allowed them to tie my tubes in case they had to do a C-section. Part of me agrees that okay 2 is enough, but I'm only 26 years old. What if I want children in the future, or if god forbid something happend to my husband (let's be realistic, he's in the millitary and this war isn't over yet) I only have 4 years left until I reach my 30's and after everything I've been through in the past 8 years with miscarriage after unexplained miscarrage...Do I really want to put myself through it all again? I guess I have a few more weeks to really think about it before I make up my mind.I went to take my son and I do our doctors yesterday, we've been fighting off some horrible virus or something. We've both been sick for over a week now. I was given 2 shots, one was an antibiotic and the other was supposed to dry up my sinuses. My son was also given antibiotics. Once we got home I cleaned my house really well, to avoid getting anyone else sick or staying sick. I swept, mopped, scrubbed both bathrooms, dusted, stripped all the sheets and curtians and washed everything and I disinfected everything in the house. By the time I was done I was completely wiped out. This thrid trimester has taken the energy right out of me...sigh...but it's all gonna be so worth it. Thursday is my hubby's graduation from Leadership school. I'm still really worried about dressing up in a semi-formal dress and getting fixed up....I'm huge no one wants to see Shamu on the dance floor! ( That's what I call myself in this black dress I'm using) This salon better make me look really pretty to take the attention away from my ever growing belly. In all seriousness, I really shouldn't complain...at 30 weeks I'm still under 135lbs, so I think that's not too bad....right? Well, I hope everyone is healthy and happy! Much love....