I just found out today that my sister in law is pregnant again. We were pregnant the same time last year, she had her baby and I didnt. She's already 11 weeks, so our babies will only be about 7 weeks apart. It's so fustrating how easy it is for some people. It took us forever to get to this point and she just had a baby and now is going to have another one...Urggh! I dont know, I guess I'm just fustrated. I'm happy for her, really I am. Anyways, I just needed to vent.
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Thats totally understandable to feel that way. Hang in there!
I totally undertstand the way you feel, I saw our niece for the first time this weekend who is pregnant, and it really bothered me to see her, especially since she has no idea what is about to happen to her. Don\'t worry! ~~~**BABYDUST**~~~
In a perfect world women who are baby/child abusers would miscarry and those who want babies would get them. But this isn\'t a perfect world, so there is pain and hurt when we lose our children. My baby that I lost would have just had a birthday on the 8th of Nov. I carried him for 8 months. The pain I feel on that day is real. Your pain is real. No need to be sorry about your feelings. They are normal.
I am sorry you have to endure them. When you have your baby it will help ease those feelings. Hugs Hon. I understand. MJ