I haven't wrote in awhile, but there isn't really anything new to talk about. My husband is still out of town, and I'm just taking care of my son. I'm 16 weeks today, and it seems like there's no end to my morning sickness in sight...sigh... Aside from the morning sickness and the constant congestion I dont even feel pregnant. I hear the baby's heartbeat eveyday, but it still seems so unreal to me. I haven't had any movement in awhile, and I'm not really getting any bigger. Maybe after I reach 20 weeks I'll feel more pregnant. Everything is just going so perfect in my life right now. Jarrett is doing well in school and at home, despite his autism he's like any other child. My marriage is great, In fact we Celebrate our 8th Wedding Anniversary November 9th. My pregnancy is going well, The baby is right on track. I'm just waiting for those first real kicks...you know the kind that lets you know "Hey I'm in here". It just feels like I'm waiting for something bad to happen, I've had so much disappointment in my life it all seems to good to be true. I really want to be more positive...I dont know whats wrong with me.