Tomorrow is my ultrasound. It feels like this will be the deciding point of weather or not I actually have this baby in the spring. Except for my son, I have never made it past 8 weeks.I made it to 12 last time but they said the baby had died at 6.5 weeks. So tomorrow if I got in and get a healthy heartbeat and see my little one, I can be pretty confident that I will make it to full term. I'm so scared. My husband is taking off and coming with me, I'm so happy about that. I really need the support right now. Today I go to that baby shower for my friend. I'm nervous, but I'm still going. My baby would have been due this week, but I haven't been thinking too much about it. I guess I've been to busy focusing on this new baby. I started wearing maternity pants again, I cant believe that I'm only 8 weeks. I guess this being my 6th pregnancy has caused me to pop a little earlier. The rest of me however, looks thinner, probabally because I've been so sick. Weird huh... Well, I'd better get going I have to get to church. I'll update my journal after my doctors appt.