For the very first time today in a long time, I feel relaxed and content with my life. I'm actually happy. It's been so long I forgot the feeling. As wrong as everything had gotten in the past thats how right things are now. My husband just got promoted to Staff Seargent, my pregnancy is going well, my son is having a good day. All just seems right with my world. I came home from dropping off my son at school and I blasted my playlist on my computer and cleaned the house. I've even stared daydreaming aboout baby names. (Something I never do this early) If it's a boy.....Jonathan  Roy or Jermey Matthew. If it's a girl.....Melissa  Rose, Kalena Lei or Christiana Marie. I have a really good feeling about this pregnancy. I'm not stressed out anymore.