It's 1 am and I just cant sleep. My toughts are so full right now. I kept getting up to pee and throw up. It's hard to have these symptoms and know that next week I may not even be pregnant at all . It just  seems so cruel. I want my husband home with me so bad, I hate that he sometimes has to put the Air Force before me and my needs. I'm sitting here trying not to fall apart  and he's in another city, not having to share in my anxiety. I'm calling my doctor in the morning. I'm going to insist they check my levels to see if they are still rising, and to also schedule another U/S sometime next week. I think by then there should be a fetal pole and heartbeat, if not then I can accept it. I just dont want to give up yet. If there is any chance that I'm just way off on my dates then I'll take it, at least for now.