I really dont know what to think. By 6.5 weeks there should be a fetal poll. There is no possible way I'm less than 6 weeks. you need to be at least 4 weeks to get a positive on a HPT. I got my positive 2 weeks ago which would put me at 6 weeks at the least, due to my LMP I should be 9 weeks today. It just doesn't add up. I think I've had another failed pregnancy, I cant contact my doctor till tomorrow because his office is closed, but I'm not expecting good news. I dont know how much more I can take of this. I'm trying very hard to keep it together for my son's sake. My Husband is on TDY and wont be home until late tomorrow, leaving me to be the parent here, so I just cant loose it right now......... Dear God, Please help keep me strong...If there is any chance if letting me keep this child please let me do so but only if it be your will. If not then please help my heart and body heal quickly so I can continue caring for my family. I understand that everything has a reason and that being human we may not always be able to understand or accept that. So plese take my burden from me, heal my heart and grant me peace.....Amen....

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Beautiful prayer....I recited it to God for you as well! Bless your heart...keep us posted!
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{{Hugs}}
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I hope the doctor doesn\'t have bad news and it all is good. Keep up updated.
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I just really have the feeling that it\'s not good. Something inside tells me that I shouldn\'t hope for something that will not happen, it\'s only going to make it harder for me to deal with tomorrow. If I walk in there expecting the worst and it happens, at least I\'m prepared and I can go on with the day knowing that I\'ve already did my griveing. That will give me the strength to be mommy to my son while my husband is away.
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I am so sorry u did not see more today...Was the sac measuring properly?? I wish I was near u so I could give u a big hug..
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Michelle, God can and does work miracles. It may look bleak now, but your dates could be off a bit. I know it is hard but try to rest and wait until you see the dr tomorrow. Until then, I pray that your heart feels the comfort of God and you feel him holding you in His arms, His will be done and you find the strength you need. Love and hugs, Wendy