I got pregnant 3 weeks after a friend of ours. She's now 5 weeks away from her due date. I cant even begin to describe how hard it is to see her as her pregnancy progresses. It just doesnt seem fair that I will never see my baby and she's just about to have hers. Another woman from my church became pregnant two weeks after me. I cant bear going to church and seeing her growing. My heart breaks everytime I see these expecting mothers. It's like rubbing salt in a healing wound. Everytime I think I've gotten over it and moved on with my life I see them and totally relapse. Somebody help me, I dont know how to get over this. I'm trying to get pregnant but I think I'm obsessing too much. I would have been only 8 weeks away from having my baby. It's so fustrating to know I have to start all over again.
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I know how hard it is I knew 3 people who were pregnant when I was having my losses 1 girl is due any day now we were 1 week apart. It does hurt. Try to make starting over a happy thing and not a bad thing. Think of how wonderful it is to try to bring a new life in the world. I won\'t lie to u being pregnant has helped me move on so much. I still rememeber my lost ones but I have a new found hope in my heart and a new little being to be excited over. I wish u luck on getting pregnant again and hopefully in time your wounds will begin healing. ((hugs))