Well a pretty rough day today...kids have to be at childcare at 8.30am so I have to leave home at 7.30am (dont drive so I use public transport to get everywhere!) set the alarm for 5.40 but took my meds (seroquel and dothep) too late last night and I must have slept right through it and all the snooze repeats. anyway I heard the baby crying and got up and it was 9am!! didnt get them there until 10.45 and it was the lady I do volunteer work withs birthday so I had to spend a fortune on a Taxi to get to the nursing home so I wouldnt be late for our special lunch...agggghh all this stress meant I took about 4 Xanax today. Plus 3 ibuprofen/codeine tablets for the shocking headache. Then it was rush back to get the kids, take the train and walk home, cook dinner, bath them then off to bed. The funny thing is now they are asleep Im really restless and cant stick to or concentrate on a task which is extremely irritating. The depressed mood and restlessness has increased dramatically over the last few weeks and I think it might be time for some maintainence ECT before I get too unwell. I really cant stand when things dont go to plan or schedule it upsets me alot.