FINE

finef - f****d upi - insecuren - neauratice - emointional  thats what fine stands forsounds bout right to me can feel meself sinking into a dark pit of blacknessits overwhelmingtry so hard to keep yourself posotivekeep up the good workabout the only thing im doing right atm is not drinkingok ill give meself credit for that oneyou see the thing is i find it hard to talk bout how im feelingnot sure whyactually i tell a liei dont want to open meself up to anyonecus that way i wont get hurtits that simplebut i know that by doing that im self destructingcus your head can only take so much before it implodesim gonna shut up nowsaying too muchmakes me feel too vunerableand i dont like itxxx