Life Goes On

I can't seem to get better from my depression. Seems it should be so easy just to lift my spirits up but I just go on and on feeling the same day after day. I wake feeling despair and gradually quicken up through the day. By nighttime I feel OK but then bed sleep start from the bottom again. Its so tedious and boring.
I am in despair how to deal with it-saw pdoc on Friday but no change to meds. Do I just accept that this is how its going to stay?
I can't think of anything to do to change things.
All I do is talk with Ivan, read, work, commute, watch Tv eat play with Arnie-is this enough for a life? And what will the next year bring and the year after that?
More of the same till I die of boredom?
Just have to enjoy feeling OK when I do and be grateful. I am lucky to have a best friend who cares about me and to live in such a lovely spot by the beach and to have a dear little dog in my life.....
Just need to feel content and not crave excitement.
I will be patient and content and grateful. I will accept life as it is and not go anticipating the future. Who knows the future anyway?