Progress

Another font for a new day.Had a good night's sleep courtesy of a zopliclone +  increased olanzapine.As the fantasy of TEMX fades slowly in to the sunset I need to fill the space somehow.Getting on top of the photos is going Ok, but I need to sort outmy astrology programmes so I can go back into business.Need to be promoting me.Bryan needs to do his own marketing.Felt pissed off that he came back into my life after silence of a few daysto tell me that his computer needed some workI paid up of course.So now you all know!I want to keep going with DS so if I do go to the States next year-I'll have a pal or 2 to visit....wouldn't it be nice-or is it only a BP fantasy?the dawning realization that that is the case will no doubt send me crashingback down to depression hellso KISS and take a day at a time. &cHow is a new Best Friend going to appear?It'll be meant to be and perfect...that's how I'll know-but the perfect part needs to be supplied by them and not by my wishful thinking as in MrX's case.If it seems too good to be true....it did and it was.Take heed!