feeling better

had a good talk w bryan tonight got to get my goals sorted.all these big top of the mountain ideas totallly impractical unless i plan the route imfalling off it again all the way to base camp.i must have been potty to think i wanted anyone else in my little flat with a pack of dogsand a nervous breakdown.this is my first time alone for 15 odd years.who knows where the time goes eh.think mr x is an evil genius master manipulator whos got mothing better to do with his time.anyway im not into sulkers.so if he can come along at the drop of a guard whos next?met andrew today at revel instrument importer from the states.27 and he's chatting me up....i must be doing something right.i am lucky.i am goodI am kindi am cleveri am stupid but i am learning.dont pick the first flower in springgood enough aint good enoughrather be alone anyway.then i dont have to be argued with from the other end of the table i need to get my photos sorted and im not sure which programme to open them with or how to go about it.not sure who i know who could help but bound to be someone in the talent pool.denzil in the photography shop is really nice maybe he could give me a tip or 2?i like the shops round here, much more than in remueragoing to have 2 zopiclone tonight and take 5 years off my looksalmost microsleeping at work-just cant do it if im tired after all the drama hope's sprung again so i need to change my mood thingy-for whose sake im not sure...these friendships are unfamiliar to my experience.but i feel friendly towards them so i guess it might be ditto.plan my week so i dont waste timebut make sure i chill enough to be that person whos not running madly and crashing into things.i am cool the slickster teenage pinball queenif pinball is still cool!in my u niverse i make the rules.and i rock....