SSDD

Funny reading my old entries.  Things haven't really changed that much.  I have gained a ton of weight.  I don't have time to run anymore.  Work, work work.  Hubby is still with me somehow.  My stepmother was very critical of my job which made Hubby come to my rescue.  Work is still too much.  I hate my body, hate my life.  I just don't know how to leave.  I actually have people who depend on me.  UGH>  I want some kind of balance but I am too busy to find it right now.  And too tired.  Oh and we are down to 2 supervisors.

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Marah
Marah

No longer working. Don\'t feel like doing anything, no motivation. meeting fitness goals EVERY day trying to eat right but gaining weight anyway.
Marah
Marah

Doing nothing today. what difference does anything make anyway. Nothing I do matters anyway.