Worse

I not only feel like crap physically, but I am ready to give up emotionally.  I may be about to loose my job.  Today I had to inform 3 other people that they were loosing their jobs.  And the back stabbing bitch who is causing all of this misery continues on.  I'm too tired to fight.  I don't even know how.  Didn't sleep but about 2 hours last night.  Just loaded myself up with benedryl and ibuprophen hoping to sleep tonight.  I'm fatter than fat and don't even have the energy to do anything about it.