My hip pain seems to be gone this AM!  Woohoo!  Still feeling depressed and tired though.  I don't think that will improve till I get past this today thing.  So many things in my life are changing and I just have to adjust to that.  Okay, so if I mentally know that, why is it so daggone hard to do?  Haven't heard from either of my friends who I am pretty sure are dumping me even though I sent both of them a note asking if something is wrong.  I probably screwed that up.  Okay, it is New Years Eve so my goals for next year (I know some of them are probably the same as last years but I refuse to look at last year). 1.  Reloose 10 pounds. 2. Get my book published. 3. Quit using credit cards or at least paying off what I charge in the same month. 4. Live in the now, don't fret over the past or worry about the future. ( hey I said they were goals, not commandments) That's all I can think of for now.  Hope anyone who reads this has an awesome New Year.