I have this pervasive feeling of sadness this AM.  My hip is feeling a lot better, but not completely healed yet, so I am holding off on the run still.  I slept well, but I just feel so tired.  I think it is finally beginning to hit me that James is going off to OCS on saturday.  A couple of friendships are in flux and I think on the way out.  It makes me really sad, but I'm not sure what to do about it.  I wish I were smarter.