Slept late today.  Ran 5 miles at the gym on treadmill.  Actually made good time, 56 minutes.  It felt good.  Now I need to clean and shop for Mandi's birthday party tonight.  It is a sleepover with three of her friends.  One thing going really wrong right now is my weight.  I just seem to be stuck in a loop.  I'm running and all.  But I'm just not eating right.  I know it's bad for my help, but it just seems like my emotions are running my life right now and I don't seem to be able to control it.  And I don't seem to be able to get a job which is bad because of our money problems.  Of course that's me and about 6 million other Americans.  The city of Columbus just voted for a tax increase, which we didnt' get to vote in because my hubby only works there, we live outside the city but we still have to pay it.  That is going to cost us between 500 and 750 dollars a year.  I know it doesn't sound like much, but we are barely making it now.  Pretty soon there will be a fart tax and then at the rate my hubby does that we will be completely broke soon.  Okay, sorry for the poliiics.  Just makes me sick the way our politicians live so high on the hog with their private jets and all.  I'm sick of all of them, R and D's and just all of it.  They will of course exempt themsleves from the fart tax.