Been a while since I wrote.  I have been revising my book and just trying to get on with life.  Not feeling great.  Still feeling tired most of the time.  Trying to loose 10 pounds and I find myself fighting to not gain!  I ran 7 miles this morning, didn't really feel like going.  It actually felt good when I was running.  But now I feel like a total slug.  I have several things I need to do, but I don't want to do anything.  I spent half the morning looking for a necklass that I didn't find.  I am really upset.  My hubby gave it to me on our wedding night.  Just a simple gold chain, but I don't know where it is.  I know is has to be in the house somewhere.  Now I am obsessed with finding it and I can't think about anything else.  Even though I know what I need to do is start looking for something else, then I'll find it.. But I want it now!  And now I'm having peanuts and sour dough pretzels for lunch.  Yeah, that'll make me feel better.  I am such an idiot!