Didn't sleep well last night.  Stupid tumor.  Feeling so tired and out of it today.  thought about using that as an excuse not to run, but had my plan sheet staring at me saying 7 miles.  So I did it.  Ate crap today.  Peanuts and leftover pizza.  I know, I know that won't make me feel any better, but when I am tired like this, it's what I want.  Now I am getting ready to fix dinner, having already had my days alotment of calories.  Don't really feel like eating, but then I would have to admit that I binged today.  And my big toe is hurting, which means the gout is returning.  I am such an idiot.  Oh well.  Maybe I'll just say I'm not feeling well to not eat dinner.  That isn't far from the truth.  I don't really want to eat anything else.  But I also know if I don't, I'll wake up in the middle of the night and be starving.  I do have the willpower to stay in bed and not go downstairs and eat, but I also know I won't sleep either.  UGH!!