Really depressed today.  I didn't sleep well last night.  I am really worried about the country right now.  I hope I am wrong.  Had an MRI today for the tumor in my side.  I don't know if the doc will agree to take it out or not.  I am so tired of being told that it is not "medically necessary" to remove them, not by insurance companies (they always pay when the doctor finally submits it), but by asshole doctors.  I wish they could have NF for one day and then they would understand.  Maybe.  Hubby isn't going to be home for dinner and Sarah is off at LOGOS, so it is just me and Mandi.  Maybe we will go out.  can't really afford it, but.........  Maybe if we go somewhere cheap.  I don't really feel like it, but I don't feel like cooking for the two of us either.  I have 6 more querry letters ready to go.  I guess I just needed some more rejection.  Can't get enough of it.