So yesterday went for a nice 3 mile run.  It felt good.  Eating this weekend has been out of control terrible.  No real binges, just not what I should be doing.  Still don't have a job.  Still pretty much a failure at life.  Feeling really tired today.  Getting ready for a walk with my dog.   Update:  Okay, so just read an article in the paper that says the average job search lasts 5.5 months.  So okay, I'll stop measuring my wrists for razor blades and try to hang in there a bit longer.