Feeling really awful today.  Had to get up at 4:30 AM to take hubby to work so I could take my car in to be worked on and not have to sit there all day.  Plus, he doesn't think he can finish it today.  Don't feel like doing anything.  I'm so tired.  Couldn't sleep last night.  Haven't even looked at want ads today.  I mean, what's the point really.  I wish I could disappear.  I feel so worthless, useless, you name it.  I have so much to do around here and I need to get to the gym to do my strength and core, didn't do it last Thursday, I think.  I can't even remember.  What is wrong with me, I mean besides everything.