A dark and stormy night turned into a dark and stormy morning.  Kinda romantic, but hubby had to go to work, so what difference does it make.  Anyways, hubby is looking into a job in TN, can't even say the word.  Don't want to move, but I know he just feels it is time to move on, so it may take a year or two, but we will be moving again.  And I have to start all over again with new church, new friends.  I mean why should I bother trying to fit in and find friends.  I don't even want to think about it.  He may or may not get this position, but I had this same feeling when he interviewed here and we left Virginia.  Trying not to think about it.  Really hard, trying not to.  At least my online friends won't change, I think anyway.