Snowy morning. Actually pretty much a snowy day. I did my 6 mile run today on the treadmill. It seemed kinda hard. Don't know if it was because of the weather, or maybe I am not eating well enough. I am trying. I am trying to keep everything balanced between the fat/carb/protein. but my calories have been kinda low lately (under 1500) and I am feeling it I think. I have lost another pound. I just don't feel like eating, and it doesn't feel good. I have been having to force myself at times. Even when I start out hungry, I just don't want it. Don't know what is up with that. It just feels kinda gross to eat. Never thought I would be saying that. But amazingly I still feel fat, and am desperately afraid of gaining weight back. I wish I knew what was wrong with me.