Snowy morning.  Actually pretty much a snowy day.  I did my 6 mile run today on the treadmill.    It seemed kinda hard.  Don't know if it was because of the weather, or maybe I am not eating well enough.  I am trying.  I am trying to keep everything balanced between the fat/carb/protein.  but my calories have been kinda low lately (under 1500) and I am feeling it I think.  I have lost another pound.  I just don't feel like eating, and it doesn't feel good.  I have been having to force myself at times.  Even when I start out hungry, I just don't want it.  Don't know what is up with that.  It just feels kinda gross to eat.  Never thought I would be saying that.  But amazingly I still feel fat, and am desperately afraid of gaining weight back.  I wish I knew what was wrong with me.