I made it.  It wasn't necessarily pretty, but..... 13.1 miles, my time was 2 hours and 38 minutes, which keeps me on my goal of a 5 and 1/2 hour marathon finish.  The first hour felt pretty good, the second hour was a little harder.  I set the treadmill to random hills for the first two hours, but when I started the third hour, I hit the random button and it wanted to start me out with a 15% grade, I just said, "no, I don't think so", and hit the manual button. lol.  I did the last 3.1 miles with a 2% grade.   Still feeling down, I know I shouldn't, but I do.  It is so pretty outside, the sun is shining so bright, but it isn't even 20 degrees out.  I hope this blue streak ends soon.  On the good side, my right big toe nail finally fell off.  It's about time.  Now for the left one. 

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I love to run and am going to try to take it up again and see how it goes. so congradulations that is an amazing thing to do!
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You are doing so great! Keep up the amazing work - Congrats!
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I hope you\'re oozing with pride. What a great accomplishment...especially on a treadmill...boring!! You will be more than ready for your May marathon!!
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Impressive stuff. The blues are like that. They come and go when they want. Keep acting as if....you will move on soon.
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I think it\'s great that you remind yourself of how to rationally counterbalance the blues. I am going through a similar situation right now --it\'s important that we fight it with a positive attitude, even when we don\'t feel like being optimistic :)
You\'re doing great on your marathon preparation. You inspire me to continue re-training myself to run again!
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They said that yesterday was the gloomiest day of the year. But it will be over.. I too hate this time whether its snowing or not. Good for you for running, thats great.
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I love your tenacity!