Feeling really down tonight.  I wish I could get a better attitude, but I just can't seem to muster one.  I just don't know where to turn.  I want to be positive, I want to believe that tomorrow will be better, but I can't seem to do that tonight.  I am really worried about the meeting tomorrow with the personal trainer.  I have worked so hard to get to where I am, and she is going to look at me and see a fat, out of shape looser, which I am, but much less so than I used to be.  Well, at least the fat part.  Oh, well, let tomorrow come and bring with it what it will.  It will come whether I am ready for it or not.  The alternative is to not get out of bed, but I can't run a marathon from my bed, so.................

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You go for it you have wanted this a long time. Don\'t let self get in the way. She will be able to help you.
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I have full confidence in your abilities. You have worked hard to get to where you are and I am sure that the personal trainer that you are going to see has seen people in a lot worse shape than you are. I do not believe that your abilities are in question at all. You just need to realize that you can do this and get your mind to that level. Have a great day Sunshine.
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Don\'t let another person bring you down, you have already done alot for yourself, you have come a long way, life is short, do what you want, RUN THAT MARATHON, YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!! Take care Patricia
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Remember, the personal trainer is working for you, so you have a right to object if she starts getting negative. You are a beacon of success to me, and if she doesn\'t recognize that she is a)dense
b) hopelessly young or c) just plain rude.