Raining and cold. Again. I just couldn't sleep last night. Hubby is talking about quiting his job. He said the only reason he didn't quit yesterday was because of his family. If I had a decent job, he could quit and then try to find something that didn't make him miserable. But then he hated his last job, that's why he got this one and we moved here. And he hated the one before that, and the one before that. I can't help but think that maybe it's me. Maybe if I could keep the house better, or if I were a better wife, or a better lover, or if I were prettier, or smarter. I just don't know. I feel like such a big fat zero. Oh well, at least today is a bike day anyway, so I can ride my stationary in the basement and I'll still be here for my baby. She is really sick. She hates taking medicine and she hates going going to the doctor and last night she asked for both. I'm so tired, I just can't think strait.
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MARAH !! STOPPIT - you are a wonderful woman all round, always, and I am quite sure your hubby knows that too. Stressful that he doesnt seem to be happy in jobs, though....I wonder why he doesnt like them - do you know? take care, you pretty young woman...:-)
love Cathrynn xooxoxxoooxxxooxoxoox
Cathrynn is right. There has to be some reason WORK related that he never likes his job. Some people just never find a job they are happy with. You are a very special and unique person. He is very lucky to have you, and I am sure that he knows that as well.
I hope you feel better soon. You are always in my thoughts.
Hey enough of that kind of talk. If I were a better this and a better that. You know that is not the problem. I have seen your pictures and you are a lovely woman. I think that your husband just doesn\'t like his job. Tell him to go find one that he does like but keep the one that he has got till he finds another one.
Just heard on the radio that it is supposed to be -43 celcius with the wind chill by tomorrow that is about 50 below 0 in ferinheit. I think that I will be plugging in the block heater tonight.
Take care Sunshine your husband is very lucky to have someone as caring as you in his life.
We all have dark places in our lives but the dark makes the light a lot brighter. The happy times are the light and the dark times are times like these. I wonder if I will be better by Monday
But at least it is not worse than it is. You have a lot just look for it.
You are not responsible for your husband\'s unhappiness with work. It sounds to me like he just hasn\'t found a job that fits him. Maybe he should do some career counseling and see if there\'s something he could do that would make him happier. If he wants to know miserable, he should try doing a job he hates without the love and support of a fine woman like you! Ease up on yourself, dear.