Cloudy,windy, day.  Went to the elementary school to read for the kindergarteners.  It went okay.  Talked to my eldest son, he seems to be feeling better than last time.  One thing that upset me some.  He made the deans list and there was a reception on Sunday afternoon.  I wish I could have gone, but just couldn't figure out a way to do it.  He was going to go anyway, but he said everybody looked like they were with family and he didn't want to go alone and feel weird.  He says it wasn't that big of a deal, but still, makes me sad.  Went for a one hour bike ride.  I can't say what was more challanging, the 30 mph winds blowing me and my poor bike all over the road or the trash can obstacle course all over the road.  Feeling a bit blue today.  Hense the "stream of consiousness" feel to my journal.  I succombed to the call of the choc. almond cluster, but had only one, not a whole box.  I have way too much to do and no time left today.  You know, when you aren't the lead dog, the view never changes.