Today is finally over.  Hurrah!!  I did run/walk a bit while younger daughter was at soccer practice.  Older daughter still can't walk, let alone play soccer.  But anyway, it felt kinda good.  So I am looking forward to running tomorrow.  I bought a new watch, a sports watch that I can time my running a little better.  so I was able to run every 3 minutes and it felt pretty good.  Didn't go too far, I ran out of time.  I don't know if I will have my equillibrium back yet by then, but I am going to really try to get out of this funk I seem to be in.  Thank you to everyone who has tried to encourage me yesterday and today.  And, yes it does help.  I guess you just gotta get up every morning and start over again.  So that is what I shall do.  So I make my smilie an okay yellow for overnight and hope for the best.