Well....when it rains it fucking torrential downpours!!!  So, Maureen (my ex) calls me today and for those of you who know we're dependent on both incomes....to ask me am I somewhere that I can talk??  I say yes and she proceeds to tell me that she got fired today!!  They claim it's due to customer satisfaction, which is horseshit!!  She didn't have any surveys returned, let alone have any bad ones!!  Unfortunately Florida is an at will state, so employers will do what they want with no retribution.  She's been there 6 months so she's gonna file for unemployment, but this couldn't happen at a worse time, I am so fucked financially I feel like just letting everything go and saying fuck it!!  But, my morals and values won't let me....but I think its gonna drive me over the edge!!  I just don't understand!!  Why is it just when you think theres a slight hope, you go sliding down....it's like that game I played as a kid...Chutes & Ladders...you ever play that??  Just whenn you think you won....woops.....your fucked!!  just beyond the ability for rational thought......Someone...anyone reading this PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT MY HOUSE.....HERE'S A LINK...http://homes.realtor.com/prop/1074239172DEAR GOD IN HEAVEN, PLEASE FIND SOMEONE TO BUY THIS HOUSE IMMEDIATELY...FORGIVE ME FOR MISMANAGING THE TOOLS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME AND ALLOW ME A SECOND CHANCE...PLEASE I HUMBLY BEG YOU TO REMOVE THIS BURDEN BY FINDING A BUYER FOR THIS HOUSE.  

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I am so sorry you are going through this and I wish I could help. I know there doesn\'t seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel, but if you travel far enough, you will find it. Have faith that things will work out. I will be praying for you.
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I too am very, very sorry you are going through this. Yes, I do remember the game of Chutes & Ladders and I know that feeling. Hold onto \"hope\" and hold onto your faith as in time, everything will be better. In time, you will look back and understand why everything is happening the way it is. There is a reason for everything, although we may not understand at the time why. Hang in there and know you\'re in my thoughts and prayers!!!
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I know it sucks- but its true- that which does not kill us makes us stronger. So, in he mean time, keep leaning on us Kevin. Just remember the good things- you did close two deals yesterday :-)
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FAITH

Thank the Universe/God for what you want, as if you already have it.

Believe in the unseen. It\'s already here for you. See it with your spiritual eye/third
Receive. FEEL like you eye.already have it. Joy and happiness ~ FEEL it!
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i\'m so sorry your going through such a hard time sweetie and i have been praying that you house sell...it sure feels like once you get your life on track something comes along and rips the rug right out from under you sigh...keep your hope alive and your dreams close to you and don\'t give up.that was a beautiful prayer you prayed too...i will continue to pray for you and your house to sell..just don\'t give up sweetie..big hugs love you bunches terri
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hey buddy i\'m in the same boat as you are, if i didn\'t have this house i would have probably let go of a lot of problems!
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I have a 4yr old a she loves that game. I hate it because it seems like my life too! One step forward 2 steps back.... I hope that you sell your house soon. My house in TN is for sale too, hoping to God for it to sell quickly also.
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I am truly sorry that you are having a hard time. Life is hard and I commend anyone who can deal with while having this stupid freaking disorder.