Sorry to all....I haven't wrttien for awhile. I've been so frustrated and depressed, but also busy at work that I haven't been able to even think straight. I just don't know which way to turn...to my friends who have been helping me fromm time to time in my chat room...I thank you deeply!! I am so uncertain of what to do....I know my marriage is done, she's already told me that, but I also know that we can't both of us move on until we sell the house. I am starting to get scared about the house, it just simply needs to sell...but i have to have it sell now especially for a certain amount or I'mm screwed!! Just sooo muc stress and to top it all off I'm having a terrible month at work....just really tough this month. So of course that doesnt help!! Can I just catch a fucking break!! Once in my life!! I have always had to bust my ass for everything...can I catch a break somewhere please...and not a broken bone!! thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers.....I need to talk to people right now...wish I could find some people who are on DS but in Florida around Tampa and we could all get together for some fun and relaxation!! Anyone got any thoughts??
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Sorry to hear its been so rough for you. You will catch a break....it may not seem that way now...ive been there where i have felt like the shit is never gonna stop hitting the fan but it does.
Breaks come when you least expect them!!! Love, Jess
sorry about your marriage sweetie i really am and i hope the house sells for the price your asking...you\'ll get a break when you lease expect it you\'ll see..until then just try to hold on sweetie..i\'m here if you want to talk...have a wonderful sunday...love terri
Sorry to hear about all the stress. I wish you could catch a break. Just hang in there - things have just got to get better!
Man, I am so sorry, your in my thoughts and prayers..Please take care. Kathy
*Smiles* You will make it through these rough waters! I understand the stress you are under- its a horrible market to sell in and when work goes down you have no where to go. I tend to like to get lost in my work, since often it is the most rewarding thing about my day at times (other than kids of course). I live not that far from you .... if you want to email my yahoo account at momentary_madness@yahoo.com and we will see if we can\'t pull together a get together okay? I read your other posts about wanting to curl up in a cave. I hope you are seeking therapy for yourself right now. If you go into a deep depression you will will be making your life so much harder. Try to keep it only situational depression :-) Take care of yourself- take vitamins- add a Vitamin B Complex ( I suggest B-50) selenuim, and lycopene. All of these things will increase your focusing, lift your natural spirits, and take care of your whole health). No matter what- set the alarm clock and get up everyday.. dont lay around.... when you feel like you want to go away- do go away- on a walk.. and find five things to be thankful for each time you walk. Keep you thoughts positive and fight those negative thoughts with positive ones.
Every time you think my life is hell- say my life is wonderful because ( I have a job when other dont) My marriage is worth nothing ( My marriage was wonderful while it lasted, now its time for new happiness)..
I am leaving for a week today.......... Keep strong and you will make it.