So, been away for awhile...actually not away, just havent written in the journal. I went to Disney last weekend and then this week was the last to close so I had to work out all the ins and outs of the loans to get them done...It's been a really hard week. My wife told me she's not sure how much longer she can handle me being this way. She's never wanted to tell me because she was afraid of hurting my feelings, but now that I've found everyone here at DS...I'mbeginning to understand myself better than ever before. She told me she's willing to give it another chance and I've been doing pretty well. I do have some anxiety aout it sometimes, but I just try really hard to stay calm. I found out I can get help as a veteran, so I applied for help there. I have to wait to get registered and then I can make an appt with a pdoc...cant wait to get going on that...anywho...back to the movie biz...