Doing better

It's thursday evening, I'm home and doing better from my mini meltdown.  It's weird how I could go 59 days without gambling, feeling so good about it and then POW -- I go back one time and it's like I'm hooked all over again.  I have heard horror stories about people relapsing and sinking further than before. I believe it....
Been reading journals and doing yard work to keep busy.  Tomorrow I am going to buy flowers and potting soil --- gonna spend my money on something productive. 
My youngest turns 14 saturday, but we celebrated last weekend.  We went shopping in two different towns and hit a LOT of stores.  Clothes, clothes and more clothes.
Hope everyone is doing great and enjoying the warmth and beauty of spring.  I love spring, its my favorite season.  I always feel like everything is new and fresh.  A new start........