hello today i am feeling pretty good but i am having very negative thoughts i have been having the thoughts in my mind every since the father of my kids dead it is still a shock to me that he is gone i have been blaming the hospital as well as myself  he was on life support  because they said he had a bleed on the brain he was unresponsive from the time the ambulance picked him up it is so hard to forget seeing him that way i still wonder if he remin on the machine if he would have pulled through please help