hello today i am feeling pretty good but i am having very negative thoughts i have been having the thoughts in my mind every since the father of my kids dead it is still a shock to me that he is gone i have been blaming the hospital as well as myself  he was on life support  because they said he had a bleed on the brain he was unresponsive from the time the ambulance picked him up it is so hard to forget seeing him that way i still wonder if he remin on the machine if he would have pulled through please help 

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godisawesom
godisawesom

today is june 29th 2009 a month and a few days since i write anything since then i have been feeling alot better thanks to prayer and the members of D.S
godisawesom
godisawesom

hello today is november23,2009 3 days before thanksgiving i have not wrote anything in this journel since may of2009 since then i have had my on and off days but with prayer things seem to be getting better.
godisawesom
godisawesom

today is may24,2012 i have not wrote any thing in my journal in about 3 years wow it is hard to beleive well thankgod i am still here i am going through right know but things will get better.