Bad day

It's been a bad day.  Today would have been our 36th wedding anniversary.  Been crying off and on all day just thinking about him.Also, had some frustrating news.  Called the Massachusetts State Board of Retirement.  They told me option A was chosen which I would not receive his pension check.  I remember choosing option B which I would be getting checks for another 14 years.  They are sending me the paperwork.I am currently waiting for disability, as I can't work anymore.  Ever since he passed away everything has been going wrong.  Car did not pass inspection end of November, so had to get another car when I received his life insurance.  Someone hit my car.My daughter's car broke down had to get an alternator, then she got a flat tire and the day after Christmas she got stopped and her car got impounded because her husband had to straighten it out.  My dog has been acting strange for a few days.  She's been sitting in the bathtub or in my bedroom not wanting to be bothered and walks with her tail between her legs.  Won't really go to my son which she wanted his attention all the time.  Seemed like she was watching the door last night.