I can't believe how long this pain flare is lasting. It started at the beginning of Sept. At my pain doc appt in Sept I asked for an SI joint injection and she told me I needed to wait a month because of the amount of injections I have had this year. I guess I understand that but the injections are the only thing that give me relief even though it's temporary. I should have had the courage to argue but not me. I do as I am told and now I can barely get out of bed combined with a fibro flare I am miserable. 
Yesterday when my daughter called in the morning I did something I try not to do and cried. The pain was so intense. I wasn't looking for sympathy but I didn't have to worry because I sure didn't get any. Either from her or my SO. He heard me on the phone with her and never said a word. I really don't ask for much, but an arm around my shoulder or a hug would be nice. Not only did my daughter not call during the day to see how I was feeling, but this morning when she called she didn't even ask how I felt.  I don't know what I did wrong to get this treatment. I never treated my mother this way. I was always there for both my girls. I am really perplexed. 
I guess I feel very alone.