For some reason after typing that paragraph I could not type anymore so I am continuing on this page.  There really isn't a whole lot more to type. I am trying to overcome my depression but it is hard for me.  I know that I am so blessed to have my children and grandchildren and Joe has been really understanding about my pain level but I am feeling  like I am a blob.  I went to the store and picked up some books that I typically wouldn't read and hope to get back into reading again.  At least that way I am exercising my mind and go from there.  I hope you guys know that I love you all and am sorry that I have been so removed from all of you.  <:AtomicElement>I hope to catch up on your journals as well.<:AtomicElement>Luv ya laurie<:AtomicElement>