I swear that since I am home the days fly by and another week has passed. My doc gave me a new med, flexeril which is a muscle relaxant. It really isn't doing anything for my back but it sure has helped my neck. Don't feel like a robot anymore I can actually turn to my capacity. I have less than 50% mobility so I have to compensate for it by turning my back. Guess what that does. Anyway I am feeling good enough to sit down and catch up with all of your hugs and messages. I can't thank you enough because it is very lonely being home alone all day and this has given me a reason to get out of bed and read. I know that it is a laptop, but if I don't get outof bed to read it I will be there all day. I appreciate all the friends I made here and hope to meet new ones. It is encouraging to have people understand. I might have said this before, (drug brain) but I have come to love all of you