Today started very nicely. My daughters brought my grandchildren to see me and visit with. I still get frustrated that I can't pick them up so sometimes I say what the heck and I do. We all know what that does.

I went to bed around 2pm to rest my back. My partner said he was going to clean the closet in the spare bedroom. When my mom was diagnosed with cancer I moved her in with me. There were so many memories that I had to deal with. My second husband died in 1998 and I found quite a bit of his paperwork again. The pain was intense both physically and mentally.

I couldn't do much and so I am putting the painful things aside to do tomorrow when Joe goes to work. That way I can go through the papers without feeling rushed.
I can't sit and type anymore so all of you have a wonderful evening