Good Morning

Dear Mike,
I woke up this morning as usual thinking of you.  I put one of your best photos on my desktop so I can see you every time I open up my computer.  The year mark is coming up very quickly and I am getting so anxious about the date, I want to feel you all around me.   I never got a chance to tell you, and you weren't aware that it was on my Birthday that I found out that you were going to leave us very soon. As it turned out, it was only 2 days.  I'm not looking forward to celebrating this year, I don't even know when I will ever be happy on my Birthday.  Losing you will be such a stark reminder.  Thankfully Joanna at the office has a birthday the day after mine so I told Vicki to make sure no one asked me what kind of cake I want and to let Joanna pick it out and we could celebrate on her day.  I think I can live with that for now.
I love you!