I need to get some things accomplished, especially the paperwork.  I find that a lot of the time when I am not working I am just sitting her virtually doing nothing.  It is totally frustrating because I know that a lot needs to be done.  Even things around the house.  I beleive this started a long time ago when Mike was sick and it is something I need to work on and overcome.  I used to keep up with everything so well.  I know I need to give myself time but it is still frustrating.