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Wish there was days that people don't treat me like crap. Some people are just one sided and don't want to hear the other side. Guess that day people will rethink that.
After spraining my ankle last Friday got me thinking on why people treat you the way that they do. Recovery on things are more time than you think. I finally got myself of of walking with support on Tuesday and trying not to push it a lot. Would like to be healed enough to go back to work. Others think that if I can walk without support that I will be okay completely. WRong...
When you thought that you lost a person forever that they seem to come back. When things ended on a bad note you just don't forgot that. Me, I rather see it be on better terms. Guess deep down inside that I still really care about this person and during that short time I was happy and he treated me wonderful. Can't ask for a better person. So I just took my chances and just seen if he was still checking. Guess I got lucky. So if he reads this, you have made me happy with the times that I was with you and I couldn't ask for anything better during our times.
Meanwhile, others rather just see me rot in hell than anything else. I try everyday to be a better person and work towards my goals. One of them is trying to rebuild my relationship with my other children's father. When I do it seems like that I have to kiss their ass for it to happen. Wish it never did. I also do the right thing and guess to them its not good enough for them.
I should also be thankful for a wonderful site like this. I know that I was very active when I first started. Now after reading on what I had typed back then I know I shouldn't of left it as much as I did. This place is great way for others to see it and comment on it without even knowing you. I could say that I have told a couple of my friends that signed in here to see my past. Guess it was easier for me to tell them and for me to explain it to them. Also meeting some wonderful people on here. There was a few that got me upset and their is one that made me happy.
So in a nutshell I guess I should be back on here more often to look back on things and saying to myself I came a long ways. I love you all and miss everyone on here.
After spraining my ankle last Friday got me thinking on why people treat you the way that they do. Recovery on things are more time than you think. I finally got myself of of walking with support on Tuesday and trying not to push it a lot. Would like to be healed enough to go back to work. Others think that if I can walk without support that I will be okay completely. WRong...
When you thought that you lost a person forever that they seem to come back. When things ended on a bad note you just don't forgot that. Me, I rather see it be on better terms. Guess deep down inside that I still really care about this person and during that short time I was happy and he treated me wonderful. Can't ask for a better person. So I just took my chances and just seen if he was still checking. Guess I got lucky. So if he reads this, you have made me happy with the times that I was with you and I couldn't ask for anything better during our times.
Meanwhile, others rather just see me rot in hell than anything else. I try everyday to be a better person and work towards my goals. One of them is trying to rebuild my relationship with my other children's father. When I do it seems like that I have to kiss their ass for it to happen. Wish it never did. I also do the right thing and guess to them its not good enough for them.
I should also be thankful for a wonderful site like this. I know that I was very active when I first started. Now after reading on what I had typed back then I know I shouldn't of left it as much as I did. This place is great way for others to see it and comment on it without even knowing you. I could say that I have told a couple of my friends that signed in here to see my past. Guess it was easier for me to tell them and for me to explain it to them. Also meeting some wonderful people on here. There was a few that got me upset and their is one that made me happy.
So in a nutshell I guess I should be back on here more often to look back on things and saying to myself I came a long ways. I love you all and miss everyone on here.
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