Another Monday. Well what a long week its going to be. I'm going have to go out of town to Rapid City, SD and Scottsbluff, NE. Its going to be a long drive from Denver. I can't get any of my employess to go because I got them doing other big projects plus getting out town for a couple days may help. One of my girlfriends was going to go but she is ending up watching her grandkids. Its going to be a lonely drive with a bunch of CDs to pass time. I don't like going that far by myself but I guess that I can do it. Last time I had to do that I drove 8hours once for work but I had employees driving behind him about a couple hours apart. That wasn't so bad. But this time there is nobody else. I started my fall bowling league a month ago and thats been going good. I am going to do National Bowling Tournment in June next year so I'm trying to work up my game even more. I love to bowl and it helps me get out some anger. Lately things has been strange. I hate being in a place byself. There is time that I have no kids and I can't stand it. I try to stay out late and also stay up most of the night. I was seeing someone special and its hurts when he told you to please don't call me anymore, trying to get over him is hard. He was a great person and always well be. I think it was more me because I haven't been out in a while and just didn't no what to do. Trying to get my life back in order slowly. Starting to build my web site for my small business again and finally got that up last night. Trying to figure out on who to link the two pages together. I'm usually really good about building web pages but this is a complete different program that I"m using so its all new. Once I get a hang of it, it will be a piece of cake to work with.  Guess I should go and do some work and be in the office, get everything caught up so I can leave Wednesday for a long road trip.