Another day goes by and its hard to relieze that I have joint custody with my exboy friend. Sad for all of the things that happen it still hurts everynow and then. And still now he is still being a pain in the ass and I am about to file harrassment charges against him. He thinks that if I don't agree with him he is going to take it back to  court. Well let him. He is a jerk and he has destroyed most of my life. All my life is now is working and being with my three boys. I would love to date again but just finding that right person my take time to do. I wish I can find a guy that understands me and enjoys being with me. I hate when controlling comes into fect but I want to have fun. I work so much that I need something to fill up my free time and being a single parent of 3 children it get rough. Been doing a lot of thinking about life and trying to figure out on how it can be better. Which is no man can control me. It hurts so much that all I want is to be with a man that loves me for who I am and not for who I am not to be. Is there any hope in life out there. Or any guy that would agree.