Day after day I thought things would get better but they seem worse. Everytime I don't answer the phone with him he goes all off because I couldn't answer. He accuses me of being with somebody but I"m not. It hurts daily and the way that he treats me. I get cut down so much by him that he thinks that I deserve everybit of it. I love my son so much and I miss him. All I want is things to be better and for him to see that I care. I'm at a lost point and its killing me.