What a mother's day present. Only got to see my son until 1pm today. I starting to guess that its harder than i think. I love him so much that it hurts each day. Counseling seems to help but not very much. All I want is to get my life back on track. Is this the way that life is suppose to be. All day I sit here and cry and feel bad about my life. My ex is doing what he can to destory me and still doesn't believe me on anything. I"m hurt because he thinks that I can't be the person that I want to be. I'm tired of my life being screwed up and now I'm just working and going home and cry and think about everything.